unfortnately for me, i was 200m from the crash scene - 200m away fromm both turn 15 (brock's corner) and the chicanes at turn 16 (my team).
i'll always remember running past what was left of his driver's door and seeing his white face and lifeless body, his right hand still on the steering wheel.
the CG "runthru" of the event that was broadcast was completely at odds to what the eyewitnesses were telling me. according to them, the brakes didn't lock up, he entered the corner WAY too fast and did a very fast, complete spin on the bitumen before his back end hit the gravel, slid out and slammed driver's door first into the tree, lifting about half a metre up in the air and coming to rest 180° later. apparently he was sideways (WRCar style) before he even tipped it in.
i will be questioning John over why this "alternative" view of events was portrayed instead of the real truth tonight at the buurswood de-briefing.
it was the most SICKENING bang and crunch all at once - no screeching locked tyres giving warning, just the sounds of tyres on gravel, the crunch and the echo across the hills.
then just complete silence. nothing. absolutely nothing.
it was so surreal. certainly something i'll never forget in this lifetime.